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This weekend

16 Oct

In lieu of this weekend,

and we could be a snapshot
framed, and hung like a portrait
and what if that’s true,
and i’m the only one who knows it?

Pretty great weekend with one of my favorite people, and my best friend. And this is one of my favorite lyrics for other reasons entirely.





27 Oct

Well last night I had an interesting conversation that went about like I expected it to.

Welp I have a test today. In fact its in an hour and a half. Am I studying for it? No. Am I prepared at all? No. Am I even the slightest bit worried about how its going to turn out? No. I have the strangest reactions to test. Where as most people actually care. I just can’t muster up what ever it is that strikes fear into the hearts of students. Why is that I wonder?

I need a new book here soon. Something that can take me away from everything. I need to be in another world for the next little bit. Just until I can get what is going on in my mind straightened out. It has never ceased to amaze how when you read the words disappear and imagination takes over. Its easily one of the most magnificent  skills that we as humans have developed.

Well its about that time. I should probably go get a shower and try to get this car to start.


Blue Skies

12 Oct

One of the things I have found myself doing more and more here recently is sitting on my front steps and looking up at the sky. One thing you can always count on is the inconsistency of the mass that finds itself hovering over head. It almost mimics life in that fact. Life doesn’t stay the same for long;quickly changing from one event to another. Can you imagine if it did though? How stagnant it would become?

I know I haven’t actually posted a really entry to this blog in a long while. I am sorry for that. What can I say? I got overwhelmed with life. It happens. Between moving out, fixing a car, renovating a kitchen and bathroom, starting back school, starting a new job, life can get tough. Its weird really. I have learned so many new skills in the past couple of months, learned so many new things about what I am capable of that it feels almost worth it.

Well that’s all I want to say for now. Its starting to rain so I should head back in. I hope to be more consistent with this in the future.

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

1 Jul

Today started out pretty bad, with me depressed; something I have been a lot here lately; something I wish would just go away. Sometimes its hard to not let your inner demons get the best of you. You allow them to eat away at you, and come out the victor in this game of life. I guess the best thing for me to do is to pray, and ask God to help me through these hard times.

Well I said today started out bad, which means it got better. Morgan came over and we hung out all day. She always brightens my days. She is a real good friend.  Sometimes I wish I could return the favor, and be a better friend than I am. We just swam and watched movies all day(the same thing our usual hang out sessions consist of). It defiantly  helped me take my mind off stuff.

I had another night swim tonight, this time I had company. My roommates and a couple of brothers all went out to the pool. Hanging with them always cracks me up if nothing else.

Well I have decided to go Mountain Biking tomorrow. I don’t know why I have been wanting to go so bad here lately. I figure I will go on a light trail to just break things in. I haven’t been in God knows how long. It should be fun though. It more than likely help me get some of life’s frustrations out.

Dad is coming up tomorrow for a couple of days.  I miss him. Sometimes it sucks to think that he lives so far away from us. I mean with the distance between us we don’t really have much of a father-son relationship, but I guess he does the best that he can.

Imha iel sro st.

Anyways I need to work on my story and quit blogging.


“And that, I think, was the handle – that sense of inevitable victory over the forces of old and evil. Not in any mean or military sense; we didn’t need that. Our energy would simply prevail. We had all the momentum; we were riding the crest of a high and beautiful wave. So now, less than five years later, you can go up on a steep hill in Las Vegas and look west, and with the right kind of eyes you can almost see the high-water mark – that place where the wave finally broke and rolled back.”

Site Overhaul

29 Jun

Well I figured it was about time to do a site over haul, and went ahead and redid the entire site. This is a temporary replacement until I can make a custom css one myself. Let me know what you think about it by commenting on this post.

A real update will be posted tonight.


As to why I am not updating

15 Jun

I have decided to rewrite a story I have been working on, in hopes to novel-ize it. So if there are no new updates in the next couple of days its because I am working fulltime on that. I will try to make a big update tomorrow though. I don’t know why but I am really in the zone here lately when its come to writing this story. I just finished the first chapter and have started on the second. I may post both within the next couple of days.



12 Jun

I have been having that stupid nightmare, or a variation of it, every night for the past week. Am I really that worried about that happening? Well to tell the truth I am. I am so worried that is going to happen. It really depresses me. That a long with everything else that is going on right now makes things hard.